simple pleasures

i want so badly to be able to just travel and clear the slate. so much has built up within me this past year, so many complications both of the heart and soul, that i would much rather release. i yearn to fly anywhere and just find myself. it sounds completely cliche but i am young, i want to do adventurous, spontaneous things i would never get a chance to do at any other point in my life.

my ultimate goal is to travel study next summer in europe. i envision myself meeting new people, learning about new cultures, picking up new languages, making amazing memories, and seeking the fulfillment that only traveling will give me.

but if travels are unattainable at the moment, i seek adventures. like how i ran to santa monica beach at 5:30am with david ji just for the hell of it. and so we could contemplate and look at the ocean.

that really was the best morning of my life. i felt so full of love for life. what is this great sense of happiness? there are so many types of happiness- how could i bottle up this kind and save it for a rainy day? there is no happiness more fulfilling than this.