for the best?

if you don't miss someone you're supposed to be really close to, does that mean you don't need this person?

i love my friends dearly and they are the lifeblood of my er... life. but i've noticed that i've made an effort to see some and haven't really tried to connect with others. i feel as if i have uncovered one of life's hard-to-accept-but-have-to-realize mysteries. face it. when you see your friends all the time, it's easy to love them. but it is when you don't see them all the time that you realize who you're truly friends with. it's those whom you make an effort to hang out with that truly matter in your life.

i thought that i'd be hanging out with a larger variety of people over the summer than i am right now. but i guess i overestimated it all. sure i would have a wonderful time hanging out with some of the people i haven't seen since school let out. but if i don't see them for the next 2 months, i would be fine as well.

dog eat dog world. no time to waste on those i guess don't matter as much?